Sunday, September 10, 2006

I'm here...I think

Just a note to let the world know that I'm still here. My free time has been busy lately. I've been updating the Midland High Football website which has included changing the entire site architecture, redoing rosters and stats with the contstant change that goes on within the team, not to mention going to most of the team and booster club events to take photos. But it is a fun assignment, I've met a lot of nice new folks and kids and the booster club has rewarded me financially. In fact with far more than I think I'm worth. But thanks.

I have been busy, also, tending to the care of the Big Gold Dog. Frankly there have been days lately where I thought the end was hours away. For 24 hrs. he did not move from the same spot, although he would still eat a little and drink water if I brought these to him. Bologna and cheese was his entire meal somedays....eschewing all his regular treats and dog chow. I have consulted his Vet, Greg Adkins and close friends regularly about his condition and whether I am doing the right thing with him. All who have seen him agreed that as long as he still has the light in his eyes and the will to get up and go out front occasionally he should be allowed to go on, as he does not seem to be in pain.

In fact today, he was up and around, rolling in the grass out front and actually ate an entire bowl of food. OK, so I fixed him a pound of hamburger, he needs his protein, at least he finally ate a large quantity. The last several nights have been taxing as to get him outside and back inside while it's dark is a feat. Though he can make out objects during the day, at night he is for all intents blind. I lead him in and out which he...and I are getting used to.

The final day will come soon, but I've never seen a dog with such a strong will and constitution and I'm not going to give up on him as long as he has the desire to go on. I'm just grateful that I've gotten to spend these extra days with him.